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OFFICE OATH

OFFICE OATH

what i want is to eat nearly too hot fried things.
i like yr lite jeans with yr tall boots, guy.
if i can keep dancing when its just me and people i don’t know
maybe i will survive for another year. 
i wonder what people think when they see me. 
how many times i’ve lost my cool via text
to wake up the next morning anyhow.
the bagel. pilot lights. hungover employments past.
dang that girl is as beautiful as every person.
my standards for what will satisfy my most basic requirements
are bonkers and are just short of being guarantees of
E****** A********. 
i don’t want to see some fuck for a second.
i AM a creature of caring and dedication. 
i AM a creature of caring and dedication. 
what a stupid poem this is.
i have deep contempt for this specific kind of stupidity.
self hater undercover. 
i go ALONE into the world. 
i do not go TOGETHER into the world,
and i do not stay ALONE in my comfort.
I GO ALONE INTO THE WORLD.
i want a recognition of how much this stretches me.
i am not naturally equipped for the things i demand of myself.
i am in a constant state of thinning to translucency.
he gently tugs at her hair as they leave together, talking.
the song i would play if i’d kept that dollar
for music instead of giving it away.